There are things I want to be today, tomorrow and everyday onwards. But my unwillingness to act on the blessed opportunities that whatever gods have gifted me with, choosing instead to mangle the present by thought and action that are, by nature, almost impure and always inadequate, I more than unwittingly indicate some sort of mindset that proclaims my Self undeserving of any sort of glory, friendship and, worst of all, happiness.
Why have I baptised myself into a life of contradiction - wanting one thing yet existing as another? There is, by natural law, no way that ambition and procrastination can exist successfully within the same entity. Yet these are two concepts almost central to my existence. I want to do something great... but I'll do it tomorrow.
